i swear
i swear to god
this brain is always calculating
trying to grasp
some next way to get
the love
the acceptance
it so longs for
AND I KNOW
I KNOW
from WORDS
that the only love and acceptance
that will EVER feel enough for myself
is MINE
but its been so long
so long that the manipulation is happening


whuuuuut
so when did i kill my vibe
when the fuck did i kill my vibe
i dont know