Psychedelic Bullshit

out of a commitment i want FREEDOM SPACE CONFIDENCE INTIMACY TRANSPARENCY HONESTY HUMOR ADVENTURE FUN CRAZYNESS SENSITIVITY DEEPNESS INNER CHILD GROWTH UNDERSTANDING TENDERNESS AFFECTION SACRED SEXUALITY LIFE GOAL GOING THE SAME DIRECTION this Relationship can only work if he loves me unconditionally he shows me his love and i get space to grow my own way in my own Journey and we communicate with transparency and I love him unconditionally and i show him and i let him space to grow be free fly and explore his own sky his own way in his own Journey because nobody was made for somebody we are only made for ourselves and we might not stay in our life forever the thing i need to get rid of is the feeling of too good to be true he is my perfect match so its too good to be true well what if Nothing is too good to be true since he is a reflection of me and so it is only a matter of alignment towards my true self and what if i dont wanna admit i deserve him because i dont wanna admit to myself